I know it has seemed that the majority of this semester abroad has been a breeze academic wise, more exploring than actual class work, which is partially true, but this past week in Northern Ireland has stirred my heart, draw intense emotion out of me, and challenged me in more ways than I could've imagined.
Many students my age are virtually clueless of the political/religious issues of Northern Ireland, since the height of the conflict seemed to be right before my generation was born. But the conflict itself is still very present. The prejudice runs so deep, deeper than I have ever experienced or heard of. Many Catholic students do not actually meet any member of the protestant community until they are eighteen or nineteen, and vice versa for protestant students. The majority of children are educated in segregated schools (protestant vs. catholic) and are not informed of the issues that took place just in the past forty years. The knowledge of Ireland's history comes from family, and along with this comes deep prejudice and hatred--- possibly sorrow for a loved one killed in the conflict. High walls still divide up Belfast like a jigsaw puzzle, and still more walls separating communities are being built for genuine fear and terror. Children continue to throw stones and petrol bombs, purely because that is all they know: they are protestant (or catholic) and they hate anyone labeled with the opposite religion.
These issues are so complicated, I can not even begin to go into the political system here that is struggling to agree on any decisions and how the issue does not have to do with religion at all... it's just a label. I have been crammed with historical information about the conflict to allow me to comprehend just a small amount of what we were witnessing while staying in Belfast.
During my stay here, I visited Stormont, the center for the Northern Ireland government, and heard representatives from all 5 main political parties that come from both Unionist and Nationalist background. Like any new country they are struggling to make political decisions... let alone meet in person! In the last ten years, the Northern Ireland Assembly has only met for 4 years and is just now being able to come face to face with the opposite leaders.
Our group was fortunate enough to get three individual walking tours around different areas of Belfast, the first was from an American missionary working with the presbyterian church (who originally came to Northern Ireland through the UPC deputation-- a program at University of Washington), then our second tour was of the Shankill Road(original struggle area) given by a former Ulster Volunteer Force gunman. This man was in prison for 16 years until the Good Friday Agreement for being involved in several different murders of IRA members. Let me tell you, it is a surreal experience to watch and listen to a man who was a part of the conflict walk through the area where he lived an fought. He explained to us why he was so eager to join to cause and the loved ones he lost. Very stirring in itself.
The next morning we went on another walking tour through the Falls, a predominate Catholic area that was hit hard during the conflict. We walked and listened to a former IRA snipper, who was also sent to prison for 14 years, and is now giving tours to better inform tourists, such as ourselves, of why he did what he did--- why they did what they did... and how at the time there seemed to be no other option. He was moved to tears when he walked us across streets where some of his close friends were shot.
To complete that day, we watched a movie called H3 about the Hunger strikes in the prisons, led by IRA members who were imprisoned as political prisoners by the British Army. Following the movie, we actually interviewed two men who were a part of the hunger strike in the H-block prison. We listened to these men talk about their experiences and friends lost... sickening to think of the things they did to oppose the British in those prisons. But when those men spoke, there was no doubt for their cause... it was still fresh, still so real. They still heard Bobby Sands voice, still felt that pain--- and will always reach towards their goal of a united Ireland.
Today our group of Whitworth students took a trip to Derry, the site of Bloody Sunday, when there was open fire by British soldiers on a Catholic civil rights march. We spent the day walking with a man who was at the Bloody Sunday march and was actually friends with the men who died. He was able to point himself out in pictures in the museum, he stood in the places where each man died. He walked us through his thought process as the shots began to fire and where he ran. I couldn't even imagine what that man was going through in his heart as he pointed out the bullet holes in walls where he was shot at and escaped. I cried. I couldn't even believe what I was hearing.
I'm moved to tears now thinking about it, thinking about how fortunate I am to grow up in a place where I do not have to worry about making life or death decisions each day.
I am blessed. God has truly blessed me.
Well, I'm out of time on the computer, but I will suer to post more later.
In Christ's Love,
Giselle